God, can You hear me?

 

October 14, 2026

The last few weeks have been such a roller coaster. My surgery to remove the tumor was done on Monday, September 28th at MD Anderson in Houston. I had endoscopic nasal surgery with a craniotomy. Things went relatively well, besides the trouble they had with my veins. When I woke up I had three different things sticking in my arms and a sore foot where they tried to use a vein there. Glad I was not awake for all that. My eyes were swollen and I looked like I was on the losing end of a fist fight. I was impressed with the great job they did with the staples in my head. Very clean and looks like a headband. The nose has actually been the more painful and annoying part with the congestion and pain. I was released from the hospital on Thursday, Oct 1st and stayed nearby in Houston until Saturday, Oct 3rd. My follow up appointments are next Tuesday, Oct 20th.

Once I got home, I was doing pretty well and starting to feel better. I even made it to my women's Bible study on the 7th. I decided to join my family to an out of town wedding over the weekend in Lubbock. It was a beautiful wedding. While in Lubbock, I started to not feel so good and was so cold everywhere I went. My nose was so painful and congested, as well. I had such a hard time sleeping, too. When we returned on Sunday, I realized I had been running a fever most of the weekend. On Monday, I spoke to MD Anderson about all my symptoms and they sent in some prescription antibiotics because it sounded like infection. I started taking them right away but my fever spiked that evening and she said to go to the ER if it did. We wound up spending Monday evening in the Baylor Irving ER. They did a CT scan, blood work and gave me IV antibiotics. They tried to get in touch with the after hours MD Anderson but there was only a fellow on call and he was not familiar with my case. My choices were they could request a transfer to Baylor Dallas who had specialists there but it would take at least 24 hours or I could get released and I could follow up with MDA. Of course, I chose the latter. The good news is that after the IV antibiotics, I did start to feel a little better. So for now, I am just sticking with taking the antibiotics until my appointments next week. Mentally, I am all over the place from everything is fine to what if I die before I see my doctor next week. Like I said, a roller coaster. I don't know why my body cannot just cooperate and is always rebelling. But I am so tired. I don't feel strong. I don't feel like a warrior. I feel like I'm just surviving and barely. This song I recently heard really spoke to me during this time. The lyrics along with the angst in the singer's voice is just a perfect combination of how I have been feeling this week. And in the end, we do know that He does hear us.

God, can You hear me? by May the Lord Studio

God, can You hear me?
I know You know my voice
But the room stays quiet
And I’m scared that silence is Your choice

God, can You hear me? I’ve been speaking through the ceiling
Trying to separate my faith from everything I’m feeling
They say You’re near the broken, well, I’m shattered into pieces
So why do I feel further every time I call on Jesus?

I’m exhausted from pretending I’m okay because I’m praying
Like believing means I never get to question what You’re saying
I’ve been waiting for an answer, I’ve been searching for a sign
But the only voice responding is this damaged one of mine

And I hate that I’m afraid to tell You that I’m disappointed
Like my honesty could somehow make me less of Your anointed
But You knew me in the womb, You know the war inside my head
So You already heard the words I was too terrified to say

I said, “God, where were You when everything collapsed?
Where were You when I was begging You to give me someone back?
Where were You when every promise felt like salt inside the wound?”
I kept staring at the doorway, but You never entered through

God, can You hear me?
I’ve been calling through the pain
I’ve been trying to hold my faith
While my faith is losing strength

God, can You hear me?
I don’t need the sky to move
I just need a little something
That reminds me You are You

God, can You hear me?
Because I cannot hear You now
And I’m trying not to confuse
Your silence with You walking out

God, can You hear me?
I have nothing left to prove
I’m still here, I’m barely breathing
But I’m reaching out to You

Then I thought about the garden, Jesus sweating blood alone
Asking for another way while Heaven wouldn’t change the road
So maybe feeling abandoned doesn’t mean that I’m abandoned
Maybe faith is still obeying when I cannot understand it

Maybe silence isn’t absence, maybe quiet isn’t cruel
Maybe You are doing something I’m too wounded now to view
Maybe every prayer I whispered when I thought You weren’t around
Was a seed beneath the surface, putting roots into the ground

I still don’t have the answers, I still hate the way this hurts
I still cannot see the ending, I still wrestle with Your Word
But I’d rather scream my questions with my face turned up to You
Than find comfort in a lie because I’m scared to face the truth

So here I am, no filter, no religion, no disguise
Just a tired soul with tears collecting underneath my eyes
I don’t know how to praise You, I don’t know what I believe
But if all I have is “Help me,” let that prayer be enough for me

God, You can hear me
Even when You do not speak
Even when my voice is shaking
Even when my faith is weak

God, You can hear me
Every word and every tear
Maybe I was never lonely
Maybe grief just made it hard to feel You near

God, You can hear me
So I’ll call until I’m through
Not because I have the answers
But because I still have You

God, You can hear me
And tonight that has to be
Enough to keep my heart from breaking
Enough to keep me on my knees

God, can You hear me?
I’m still here

God, can You hear me?
I’m still Yours

Even when I cannot hear You
I’m still calling

I’m still calling

Confirmed - Here we go again

September 11, 2026

Yesterday, I got the call. The confirmation of my 3rd cancer. Olfactory Neuroblastoma, Grade III. The plan is to have a detailed MRI and appointment with my two surgeons (Head and Neck surgeon and Neurosurgeon) on Friday, September 25th and then surgery on Monday, September 28th at MD Anderson. Then radiation treatment for 6 weeks, Mon-Fri, which means I will have to temporarily move down to Houston for 6 weeks, most likely sometime in November into December. I spoke to my doctor's PA and even though it is a grade 3, she said this type of cancer is usually slow-growing and seemed to think that they can get it all out with surgery. Once radiation is done, I can put it all behind me, she says. I wish I was feeling that optimistic. But after a while, all the treatments and the constant not feeling good begins to wear on a person. At least I know why I still don't feel great, even after my breast cancer treatment was completed. 

Even though I feel like I was expecting it, I'm still struggling with it. I am overwhelmed. I don't know why I have to go through this again. I keep wondering, what lesson didn't I learn the last time that I have to go through this all again? The good thing about going to MD Anderson is they will be scheduling all my appointments so I won't have to worry about that. The bad thing is that I will have to arrange hotel or airbnb/vrbo visits and eventually plan an extended stay somewhere for when I have radiation. I am worried about the travel and the money since I will have to take off those weeks from work and most likely will have to pay to stay somewhere. But I also feel good about my decision to go to MD Anderson because I feel confident in their abilities to treat me and hopefully, get me back to healthy.

One other thing I was told during the call was that the Pet scan showed uptake in my left breast and that I should follow up with my doctor at Texas Oncology about that. The funny thing is that I had access to the pet scan results but I didn't even realize it said this because I was so focused on the head and neck (I also have a lesion on my spine at the back of my neck). I have sent the results over to my doctor here at Texas Oncology. He called me right away and said he thinks it is just residual from all the treatment I had done but he would order a mammogram for me, just in case. I really pray that that cancer is not back, as well. I'm not sure I can handle it. 

Anyway, that is all the updates. The next two weeks, I will be preparing for the surgery. It is scary because it is so close to the brain so that makes me nervous. But I have to trust the surgeons know what they are doing and will be able to get everything out. I am also just so weary, like my bones just feel heavy. It all seems so unbelievable. But there is nothing more I can do but trust God and His plan, whether that means live another 30 years or if my time here is limited. It's all up to Him. And so, that just means I have to be more intentional with how I live going forward. 

"If all roads lead to Rome, who am I to try and change it? who am I to try and change it? If all roads lead to Rome, I know better than to try and play God. I'll leave the big man to the big jobs."

All Roads by Abby Urkawich

25 “Therefore I tell you, do not be anxious about your life, what you will eat or what you will drink, nor about your body, what you will put on. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothing? 26 Look at the birds of the air: they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not of more value than they? 27 And which of you by being anxious can add a single hour to his span of life?

Matthew 6:25-27

2 more days at MD Anderson and now, the waiting

September 7, 2026

My second day as a new patient at MD Anderson was on Thursday, Sept 2nd and was much like the first. We were up around 4am so we could get to the hospital for my 6am pet scan. Unfortunately, the hotel shuttle service didn't start until 6:30am so we had to park in the garage at MD Anderson. After my pet scan, I had back to back appointments scheduled: Radiation oncology at 9:30am, oral oncology at 10:30am, pre-op anesthesia at 11:00am and lastly, medical oncology at 2pm. The radiation doctor took so long, it pushed all the other appointments back at least an hour. I think I was done with them about 1:15pm which gave us just enough time to eat something at the cafeteria and make it in time for the medical oncologist. We met many people and talked about past medical records, current symptoms and what possible treatment might look like assuming the cancer was indeed olfactory neuroblastoma. Obviously all the information we got was based on what the biopsy scheduled for the next day might say and was subject to change based on those results. It was a very long, exhausting day. We also walked a lot! We went the wrong way to get to the garage we parked in and didn't realize it until we were almost to the other side of the hospital. That's my "great" directional sense. After we got back to the hotel, we rested a little and then got ready to go to a nice dinner. Everything we mapped was going to take so long to get to because Houston traffic is terrible! We decided on Longhorn Steakhouse in Pearland because it said it was going to take the shortest time, not realizing it was because it was taking us the express lanes. But we got there quickly and had nice dinner with a wonderful 19 year old server. Then we ran into JC Penney's so I could find some comfortable pants to wear the next day to my surgical biopsy. I spent the rest of the night getting all my medical papers organized and put away. And then took a shower with my special soap before bed and again, the next morning. 

My biopsy surgery was scheduled for a check in time of 12pm the following day. We decided to take the hotel shuttle this time because parking the day before cost almost $20 since we had been there over 12 hours. The ride there was fine and we got there very early. Unfortunately, I couldn't eat so we just hung out and waited until it was time to check in. The way it works is you check in and then you sit and wait in the waiting area until they are ready for you. Some of the people sitting in the waiting area were there for an hour before us and still were not called back while we were there. I think they called me back around 1:30pm. Once I was back in a room, they got me prepped pretty quickly and got me into surgery. From my understanding, it only took about 30 minutes for the procedure, but they had a hard time waking me up so I was in recovery for a while. They had to go and talk to my sister and tell her the information because they said I kept falling asleep. Haha. I'm not sure what anesthesia they used but it clearly wasn't the right one. Once I was finally awake in recovery, I got really nauseous and threw up. This never happens to me after surgery! But my sister was able to get the nausea meds they prescribed picked up and then once I was stable, they released me. Then came the worse ride of my life. We had to take the hotel shuttle back to the hotel. Only the van was quite full and they had to actually turn a couple people away and come back for them. I was still groggy and nauseous. And instead of going straight to the hotel, people on the van were going to Walgreens, Target and then finally the hotel. The roads in Houston are so bad and bumpy and I was so nauseous the whole time. It was awful! But finally we got back to the hotel and decided to order in for dinner. We had pizza from a local restaurant delivered and it was good. Of course, I was so hungry I ate way too much and wound up throwing up again. But after that, I was able to rest and go to sleep for the night. I felt much better in the morning. We were able to have breakfast at the hotel and then get our stuff packed up for our drive back to my house in Irving. The drive was mostly uneventful, the only interesting thing was Buc-ees in Madisonville was closed due to losing power so we were a little disappointed. But we were able to stop at the one in Ennis so all was right again. 😀

The pet scan showed only the nasal cavity as possibly being malignant so that was reassuring that there isn't more going on, at least. We should hear about the biopsy this week. Since Monday (today) is a holiday, it is going to delay the results a little and then all the doctors get together every Thursday for big meetings where they discuss their cases. They will be discussing my case this Thursday and will call me with the biopsy results and the plan they have come up with for me. It is hard waiting. But based on all my conversations throughout the week, I already have a good idea of what the plan will be. First, I will have surgery in the next month, then 6 weeks later, I will need to go down to Houston for 6 weeks for radiation, Monday-Friday. Depending on the results, I may have to have chemo at this time, as well, but I am praying this is not the case. Obviously, this will be a hard time since I will have to move down there for those 6 weeks and we will have to figure all that. But for now, it's back to real life until I hear what's next. 

 

A New Patient at MD Anderson in Houston - Day One

September 1, 2026

Today, was my first day as a patient at MD Anderson. Because my husband wasn't able to come with me, my sister put her own life aside and thankfully was able to come do this with me. After not much sleep, we were up at 3am to get ready for the 4 hour drive to Houston. We left at 4am. We stopped one time at a Texas staple, Buc-ees. I was shocked to learn she had never even heard of it! She was in awe and called it a Wawa on steroids (she lives in Pennsylvania). 

Even though we hit a lot of morning traffic in Houston, which really just seems to be because whoever designed the roadways there was on drugs at the time or just really hates people, we made pretty good time. We pulled up to MD Anderson at around 8:45am. I think it was at this point we learned about the storm heading towards us, that could possibly turn in to a hurricane and honestly we thought that sounds about right. LOL

My first and main appointment of the day was to meet a doctor, Dr. Ehab Hanna, that is a specialist in my suspected cancer, olfactory neuroblastoma. After getting checked in (early), we had some waiting to do. But then they called me first to get my vitals and go over some history with a nurse. After being brought into another room, I gave my many pages of documents I brought including those from my thyroid cancer, breast cancer, genetic testing, other scans I had in the last two years and an overall timeline of  my health through all these things. They took them to have them scanned in. Then, we met one of his PA's. She was very sweet and patient to answer any questions we had. She did an endoscopy into each of my sinuses, and she videoed it for the doctors to see later. After doing this, she told us that I was in the right place and commended my decision to come to them first and to have them be with me throughout the entire process. While I know she meant it to be comforting, it made my stomach sink. Because I got the sense she had seen this before and knew that it looked like cancer. She spent a lot of time with us answering any questions. Because I feel like this took a long time, I think they must have swapped my appointment time with someone after me, because then we had to wait about 45 minutes or so for the doctor to come in the room. He came in and said, "3 cancers? You are an overachiever!" It made me laugh and also made feel a little sad. But he had a friendly demeanor. He explained that he feels that it is most likely olfactory neuroblastoma but of course it will have to be confirmed with a biopsy. He said they could have done a biopsy in the office with just some numbing but most likely it would just make me bleed and they would not get all the tissue that he would like to test. So, it is set up for me to be put under and do the biopsy in an operating room on Thursday 9/3 where they can have more control over the bleeding and the amount of tissue they can get. He said it is also possible it could be breast cancer that has spread and that would be a more challenging prognosis. After we asked if it was possible at all if it could be benign, he said it's not impossible but I could tell he didn't think this was the case. After this, I asked him if he had seen the MRI of the neck I had and the finding that there was a lesion on my spine at the back of my neck. He said he did and that he recommends I have a full body pet scan which they will get scheduled while I am here this week. He also explained that they have set up all my appointments to meet all the doctors I might possibly need in my possible treatment while I am here. Depending on the results, I may need to see them again and I may not. But if it turns out I don't need them, I would have just met some "nice guys". Haha.

After meeting with the doctor, we were taken to patient education. There they explained how I would prepare for the biopsy since it would in essence be a surgery type biopsy since I would be put under anesthesia. She also told me that they will be scheduling a pet scan and you have to fast for 6 hours before so not to eat until this test is scheduled in case they want me to come back this evening to have it done. Based on when I ate last, the earliest they could do it is at 5pm tonight. 

After this, I went to the lab to do bloodwork. They tested for my blood type (B+) and did a CBC and lots of other tests I have never had done, most having to do with hormone levels. I was getting notifications of these results coming in over the next hours. I'm not sure when someone will go over them with me. After labs, we sat and waited to see if I might get a notification about the pet scan. But eventually decided to leave so we could check into the hotel and get some rest before I may have to come back. At this point, I am feeling so tired and overwhelmed.

Once we got into the hotel room, I got notification about my pet scan was scheduled for Friday morning. Ugh, we were planning to drive home Friday, but since it was early in the morning, we would still do that afterwards. We decided to get something to eat because I am getting hangry. As we are driving there, I get a notification that the pet scan has been moved to tomorrow at 6am! This is before my already full day of appointments meeting 3 new doctors and a pre-surgical appointment for my biopsy. At this point we are so overwhelmed and overtired, that we just bust out into a fit of hysterical laughing. I am definitely feeling the silly kind of tired where everything is funny. Of course, this means that we won't be able to take the shuttle the hotel offers to my appointments tomorrow because they don't start until 6:30am. So now we will be paying for parking at MD Anderson. Not a huge deal I guess, but just another stressor. We wonder, why isn't the parking for cancer patients free??

Now, lets talk about notifications. I would say one of MD Andersons strengths is communication, which truly I do appreciate. It's one of the things that has severely been lacking in my previous treatments. But I would also say that it can also be so stressful to be getting so many messages and updates throughout a day. Since I called MDA to become a new patient there has not been a day that I have not received some sort of message, reminder or communication. I gave them the information and they took my test results and history and decided on who I should see and when. Sometimes they would make an appointment and then it would get changed so sometimes it's hard to keep up! For example they scheduled one for me to see the medical oncologist next week because it was the soonest she had an opening, I assume. I was bummed but what could I do? Then today, I got a message that they were able to move it to tomorrow so I don't have to come back next week, which I appreciated. But the sheer volume of messages and notifications I am getting, especially today while they were trying to work to get all my tests and appointments set AND all my blood test results were coming in can definitely be overwhelming! But I would much rather that be the case than the alternative. And they truly are working to get everything set for me in a way that is most efficient and to not waste too much time. 

Tomorrow will be an even more full and exhausting day, with a pet scan at 6am, then appointments at 9:30am (radiation), 10:30am (oral oncologist), 11am (pre-op appt), and 2pm (medical oncologist). I was already so tired and we have another early morning, needing to wake up about 4am tomorrow. I tried to go to sleep at 5:30pm (ridiculous, I know) but woke up a little over and hour later and have been writing this ever since. I am so overwhelmed and and anxious and my stomach hurts. We laughed a lot today, which was nice. But when all is said and done, I am scared and not looking forward to all the things I may have have to do not just this week, but in the future. I am definitely struggling with the weight of it all. But tomorrow is a long day so I need to get back to sleep. I am thankful for all the prayers and messages I have received in the last few days. 

Jesus, have my heart, my will, my soul
Jesus, have my hopes, my dreams, my world
With joy, I lay it down
With joy, I cast my crowns
Jesus, have it all

To You, I bring my praise, my lips, my song
A living sacrifice as one reborn
Your life is now my own
Your will is what I want
Jesus, have it all

Jesus, have it all
Jesus, have it all
To You belongs the glory
The praise of all the world
Jesus, have it all
Jesus, have it all
All blessing and all honor
All majesty and awe
Jesus, have it all

Yeah, all my days
All my life
Have it all
All my days
All my life
Have it all
Have it all

Have all my days
Take all my life
Have it all, ay
Yes, all my days
And all my life
Have it all, oh
Oh Jesus, have it all

Jesus, Have It all by Jeremy Riddle, performed by Bethel Music

"Stop Going to the Doctor"

 August 23, 2026

Ever since my breast cancer diagnosis in March 2023, it seems to be one thing after another with my health. After all my cancer treatment, it seems like every time I go to any doctor, they find something else wrong with me. I've had blood clots, sinus surgery for a blocked sinus, foot surgery for plantar fasciitis, another cancer scare, trigger thumb as well as a plethora of side effects from the aromatase inhibitors I have been on. At some point my sister plainly told me "Stop going to the doctor!". Haha. She has a point!

A few months ago, I started feeling pain in my right sinus again. I assumed it was from allergies. Since I didn't want to wind up like I did last year when I had to have surgery to clear my sinus, I decided that I needed to see a new ENT doctor since I was not satisfied with how my last ENT treated me or with my last allergy test results. The first thing the new doctor did was use a scope to see inside my sinuses. After looking at the sinuses, he showed me the picture of a mass he saw. He said it was not a polyp and he wasn't sure what it was. I could not have been more surprised, although at this point in my life I guess I shouldn't be! We discussed my recent breast cancer history and he told me that sinus cancer is rare, but it can happen. He told me he would prescribe a medicated sinus rinse to start using to see if maybe it was just inflamed tissue that would get better with direct contact with antihistamine and anti-inflammatory medications. He said in the meantime, we could do allergy testing the next week. And then we would follow up in 3 weeks. If I was not feeling better or it was worse, he would then order a CT Scan. After leaving that appointment, I was feeling uneasy about the situation so after a few days, I asked if he would go ahead and schedule the CT scan so I could get some peace of mind. The CT scan was scheduled pretty quickly and 5 days later, I got the results sent to me directly from the imaging office. "Differential considerations favor a neoplastic etiology such as an esthesioneuroblastoma (or olfactory neuroblastoma). Recommend correlation with tissue diagnosis." Well, that's not the news I wanted to hear. Once my doctor saw the CT results, I was sure he was going to schedule a biopsy. But he said the next step would be MRI's of the head and neck. Because of the time needed for both of these two tests, even though it was marked urgent, I wasn't able to schedule it for almost a week away. 

On the day of the test, they had a hard time getting a vein for the contrast. They were about to give up and tell me that I needed to reschedule for later in the week, but one of the nurses said she would try one more time and was able to get it, thank God! When I was leaving, I asked how long it would take to get results. She said they were backed up so it could take up to a week to get the results. About an hour or two after I got home, I got a call from the doctor. You know it's never good news when they call you so soon! He said the MRI did confirm the suspicion of cancer, olfactory neuroblastoma (or esthesioneuroblastoma).

Olfactory neuroblastoma, also known as esthesioneuroblastoma, is a rare malignant cancer that begins in the upper nasal cavity in tissues responsible for the sense of smell. It's a very rare type of cancer, with about 1 person per 2-2.5 million people diagnosed each year worldwide. 

https://www.mdanderson.org/cancerwise/what-is-esthesioneuroblastoma--symptoms--diagnosis-and-treatment.h00-159780390.html#:~:text=Esthesioneuroblastoma%2C%20also%20called%20olfactory%20neuroblastoma%2C,people%20diagnosed%20each%20year%20worldwide.

After the CT scan, my doctor had already sent a referral to UT Southwestern and told me that they were the best place to get treated in this area. I already had an appointment scheduled for Sept 1st but he said I needed to try to see them sooner, if possible. I called the next day and they said they were booked but could put me on the waitlist. After doing some research and my limited interactions with them, I was feeling less than impressed. I had already started doing my own research and found a couple of other places that might be better options for treatment for this kind of cancer, one being Johns Hopkins in Baltimore and the other MD Anderson in Houston. Unfortunately, Johns Hopkins does not take our insurance and travel there would be tough. Houston would be a little easier to manage since it's drivable and I was able to find at least 3 articles of people with this exact cancer that have been treated at MD Anderson, specifically by Dr. Ehab Hanna. 

https://www.mdanderson.org/cancerwise/olfactory-neuroblastoma-survivor-champions-self-advocacy-and-integrative-medicine.h00-159616278.html

https://www.mdanderson.org/cancerwise/olfactory-neuroblastoma-didn-t-stop-this-survivor-from-achieving.h00-159775656.html, 

https://www.mdanderson.org/cancerwise/olfactory-neuroblastoma-skull-base-tumor-survivor-finds-hope-in-treatment-at-md-anderson.h00-159304623.html

So, I called them. I told them the situation and started the new patient process. Once I talked to the nurse navigator, she told me that Dr. Hanna is one the best doctors for this diagnosis. They have been so helpful and communicative so far. I sent my scans and the doctor has already looked at them and started scheduling appointments for me. At this point, I have 4 appointments with Dr. Hanna and other various doctors (all rated 4.9-5/5) on Sept 1st and 2nd. And one on Sept 9th. My thinking is if I am going to have to do this all again, I want the best doctors for this diagnosis!

Even though it will be a little harder having to travel for treatment, I'm hoping it will be worth it. Unfortunately, my husband, Frank, already had his back surgery scheduled for this week and he will not be able to travel with me for my first appointments. But we have worked it out for my sister to go with me and I am so grateful for my friend Debbie who helped make that happen! I am worried about the financial implications of having to travel for treatment (gas, hotel, food expenses) and the fact that I will have to take days and possibly extended time off from work so I will be making less money than I was. And we were finally making progress getting out of debt so I'm sure this will set us back some.

But I know that God knows and has it all under control. And even though I really don't want to do this again, I am not ready to leave my family just yet so I will do what I need to do to give myself the best chance at more time. I don't know exactly what it's all going to look like, but all I can do is give it to God and trust Him. 

2 Corinthians 12:9-10

9 But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. 10 That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.

Psalm 121

A song of ascents.

1 1 

1I lift up my eyes to the mountains—

where does my help come from?

2My help comes from the Lord,

the Maker of heaven and earth.

3He will not let your foot slip—

he who watches over you will not slumber;

4indeed, he who watches over Israel

will neither slumber nor sleep.

5The Lord watches over you—

the Lord is your shade at your right hand;

6the sun will not harm you by day,

nor the moon by night.

7The Lord will keep you from all harm—

he will watch over your life;

8the Lord will watch over your coming and going

both now and forevermore.